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Name of the Bottle 7 is Yellow/Green" Garden of Gethsemane"

Jesus had his last prayer at the Garden of Gethsemane and you could imagine the meaning and impact of this oil

It has been the third time I chose the oil to use and again I would say there is no incident I have got this bottle

Having taken vacation for 4 months, I start to wonder "what's next" . Though I know from the head level, I would rest till the 1st quarter of 2008 and I have planned a whole series of activities. Nonetheless, I start to feel the unrest and worry inside myself.

I remembered when I did the aura-soma the first time, I chose Bottle 6 (Red/Red, Energy bottle), and I now understand, I have already gone through the survival issues ( it was the time when I decided to quit the commercial world) and I am now open to the possibility of the final test of faith....

"You are the colors you choose, these reflect your being needs" is the basic principle of using aura-soma. Using the bottle of 7, I am aware of how much I really trust I would have the wisdom to find the space within? And how much I have trust within the depth of self and knowledge within the conscious mind? The answer is obviously NO...

However, due to the light and self-awareness, I am moving forward in my life path.. I find myself in fact is having courage to go into the unknown in spite of all the fears within. Courage does not mean fearlessness. It is the only difference between the coward and the courageous person - the coward listens to his fears and follows them, and the courageous persons put them aside and goes ahead. I do still have the fear though...

Furthermore, I discover on the journey that I don't bother about perfection anymore. I start to realize perfection is a goal somewhere in the future, totality is an experience in the here and now
Totality becomes my style of life... I enjoy the freedom to laugh, cry, furious, depressed, happy, sad, cool, tired or even sexy (hahahahaha), I just live out the true self, what a freedom! Just live...