I eventually completed the Connolly Card reading and have started the practice
More I practise, I realize more about the power of Tarot cards - it is just a mirror to enhance my consciousness and awareness about myself
I have never thought of learning Tarot card reading as I believed it was something totally illogical, irrational and swindling
Learning the Tarot, I explore myself more deeply and by using the techniques i could also understand the depths of others as well
When I provide the reading to others, I reiterate to them that I am not a fortune teller, I am just a messenger to channel information to them and I wish they could help them to see the hidden part of them, when the light brings the information to their consciousness and understanding, change can be happened there as well
I, with a strong judgemental personality, another beauty of practising Tarot reading is that I learn to put away the judgement, as when I see there is not about good or bad; right or wrong, I would be able to connect closer to the feeling of my seekers and would become more receptive to the information from the divine..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Life will unfold everything, Just live...
Name of the Bottle 7 is Yellow/Green" Garden of Gethsemane"
Jesus had his last prayer at the Garden of Gethsemane and you could imagine the meaning and impact of this oil
It has been the third time I chose the oil to use and again I would say there is no incident I have got this bottle
Having taken vacation for 4 months, I start to wonder "what's next" . Though I know from the head level, I would rest till the 1st quarter of 2008 and I have planned a whole series of activities. Nonetheless, I start to feel the unrest and worry inside myself.
I remembered when I did the aura-soma the first time, I chose Bottle 6 (Red/Red, Energy bottle), and I now understand, I have already gone through the survival issues ( it was the time when I decided to quit the commercial world) and I am now open to the possibility of the final test of faith....
"You are the colors you choose, these reflect your being needs" is the basic principle of using aura-soma. Using the bottle of 7, I am aware of how much I really trust I would have the wisdom to find the space within? And how much I have trust within the depth of self and knowledge within the conscious mind? The answer is obviously NO...
However, due to the light and self-awareness, I am moving forward in my life path.. I find myself in fact is having courage to go into the unknown in spite of all the fears within. Courage does not mean fearlessness. It is the only difference between the coward and the courageous person - the coward listens to his fears and follows them, and the courageous persons put them aside and goes ahead. I do still have the fear though...
Furthermore, I discover on the journey that I don't bother about perfection anymore. I start to realize perfection is a goal somewhere in the future, totality is an experience in the here and now
Totality becomes my style of life... I enjoy the freedom to laugh, cry, furious, depressed, happy, sad, cool, tired or even sexy (hahahahaha), I just live out the true self, what a freedom! Just live...
Jesus had his last prayer at the Garden of Gethsemane and you could imagine the meaning and impact of this oil
It has been the third time I chose the oil to use and again I would say there is no incident I have got this bottle
Having taken vacation for 4 months, I start to wonder "what's next" . Though I know from the head level, I would rest till the 1st quarter of 2008 and I have planned a whole series of activities. Nonetheless, I start to feel the unrest and worry inside myself.
I remembered when I did the aura-soma the first time, I chose Bottle 6 (Red/Red, Energy bottle), and I now understand, I have already gone through the survival issues ( it was the time when I decided to quit the commercial world) and I am now open to the possibility of the final test of faith....
"You are the colors you choose, these reflect your being needs" is the basic principle of using aura-soma. Using the bottle of 7, I am aware of how much I really trust I would have the wisdom to find the space within? And how much I have trust within the depth of self and knowledge within the conscious mind? The answer is obviously NO...
However, due to the light and self-awareness, I am moving forward in my life path.. I find myself in fact is having courage to go into the unknown in spite of all the fears within. Courage does not mean fearlessness. It is the only difference between the coward and the courageous person - the coward listens to his fears and follows them, and the courageous persons put them aside and goes ahead. I do still have the fear though...
Furthermore, I discover on the journey that I don't bother about perfection anymore. I start to realize perfection is a goal somewhere in the future, totality is an experience in the here and now
Totality becomes my style of life... I enjoy the freedom to laugh, cry, furious, depressed, happy, sad, cool, tired or even sexy (hahahahaha), I just live out the true self, what a freedom! Just live...
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
I'm Back & What's Next
Heading back to Vancouver today and will be departing to Hong Kong tomorrow
Having been on the road for almost 3 weeks, I start to miss Hong Kong, my Chu Chu, my mom, my brothers and sisters, my cats and my friends .
Then I will start to miss my friends in Vancouver, San Francisco and New York...
Perhaps every departure is to prepare us to meet again next time therefore we will have the eagerness
Yet to know what I will do next and when I will go back to workforce
I would still need sometime to meditate, purification and mastery of self that hopefully would free me of vice
Meditation and silence will help me to listen to the basic truths springing from within and receive information from without
With the belief in karma ad reincarnation, I do believe that we reap whatever we sow too
I need harmony in every aspect of life, I need balance and loving relationship, these are important to me and I will learn it through the value of stability, unselfishness and domesticity.
Be Honest to my feeling is really a matter to me now
Having been on the road for almost 3 weeks, I start to miss Hong Kong, my Chu Chu, my mom, my brothers and sisters, my cats and my friends .
Then I will start to miss my friends in Vancouver, San Francisco and New York...
Perhaps every departure is to prepare us to meet again next time therefore we will have the eagerness
Yet to know what I will do next and when I will go back to workforce
I would still need sometime to meditate, purification and mastery of self that hopefully would free me of vice
Meditation and silence will help me to listen to the basic truths springing from within and receive information from without
With the belief in karma ad reincarnation, I do believe that we reap whatever we sow too
I need harmony in every aspect of life, I need balance and loving relationship, these are important to me and I will learn it through the value of stability, unselfishness and domesticity.
Be Honest to my feeling is really a matter to me now
A Day in New York
Lauren has to go back to work today after the Labour Day Holiday
I am on my own
I went to Woolburry Commons Outlet, which was the largest outlet in the States
Am I getting old or I have no money to spend now? I couldn't get a lot of things as before
In the past, I could almost buy everything, but it was history
I met up with Lauren for diner at Bluesmoke
Spareribs at Bluesmoke were tasty, I will go back again next time when I come back to New York
I will depart New York tomorrow, I will miss Lauren
Not sure when we will meet again
I am on my own
I went to Woolburry Commons Outlet, which was the largest outlet in the States
Am I getting old or I have no money to spend now? I couldn't get a lot of things as before
In the past, I could almost buy everything, but it was history
I met up with Lauren for diner at Bluesmoke
Spareribs at Bluesmoke were tasty, I will go back again next time when I come back to New York
I will depart New York tomorrow, I will miss Lauren
Not sure when we will meet again
New York Recall
I have been to New York for more than 10 times, but it is my first time in the last decade that I am here on vacation
When I was young, my dream was to work for the American Company and to live in the States
My dream came true and I have been working for the US based companies since 1990 until May this year. And I have married to Andrew, whose family is in Sacramento
New York was the first State that I landed when I worked for Merck, the Pharmaceutical Company
Coming back to New York this time , it brought back a lot of memories - - the first trip with Andrew was to New York in 1995after visiting his family and Anna (his schoolmate) in Sacramento and Los Angeles respectively, we came her to see Vincent, one of his best friends. and my handbag was stolen in Soho while we had lunch in a very high-class Italian Restaurant. And I used to have an uncle lived in China Town of New York too.
Vincent and my uncle became history...
I came back to New York without a job and I am on vacation and not sure about what will be my destination in life..
The first time in New York that I have my camera with me, taking photos here and there. I could really stroll along the streets and walk in the gardens, sitting in front of the fountain doing nothing
All the sudden, I discovered that though I have been on business travel for over 17 years but I have never taken my camera with me and I have never taken vacation taking the advantage of companies' business trip. I used to be there before the event/meeting and then caught up the earliest flight to return to Hong Kong. I thought I was a very loyal, honest and responsible employee... and I am a person with integrity, always put the interest of Company in front of everything. However, it doesn't mean and guarantee that the Company would treasure you in return.... What a joke!
Now, I am not sure if I am still fancy about this country and I even have the doubt if I would work for another US company in the future, I guess the answer is "probably not"
Why I came to New York again ? It was because of all my ex-colleagues in DoubleClick. I wanna to see Lauren Tan, the legal counsellor , she has moved to work in New York from Hong Kong last year. And Ralf Hirt, the ex-Managing Director, who is origin from Germany, got married in June but I was in Tibet, would not be able to attend his wedding. And Caliopie, the ex-HR Director, who got married in New Orlean in end of Auguest, who is also resided in New York.I have promised them I would visit them in New York and I keep my promise as usual
I stay with Lauren and we have good walk every day. We walked from the West side waterfront of Hudson to the East side of the town and spent time to appreciate the flowers at the Central Park.
I have met Ralf and his wife Jean and congratulations to them as they are expecting their babe girl in March , we will have diner again on Monday.
We had dim-sum at Flushing at Queen, with Mr. Lee, whom I have known him for over 24 years , We met each other on a trip to China (I was still a student by that time)
I don't miss the New York but I do miss my friends here
I treasure the friendship and relationship, as I do believe we have souls and we meet again in this life, would not be a co-incident, it is the Karma and we are here to serve the purpose for each other. Though we may not understand the purpose behind
Today is another beautiful day, don't miss the sunshine and the breeze, I am going to have another walk with Lauren now...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * *
We walked along the Hudson waterfront again for about an hour and we were able to see the sunset
The sunset is beautiful, I always think it is much better than the sunrise
But it will become dark after the sunset!
We just sat on the bench to watch the sun going down, it was beautiful
I love seeing the sunset
Of course, if I would have a house in front of the waterfront and I could watch the sunset from there, it will be perfect. However, if I could not afford, it makes no difference for me to watch the sunset, as it is the same sunset to everybody and it is beautiful anyway
I had another beautiful day
When I was young, my dream was to work for the American Company and to live in the States
My dream came true and I have been working for the US based companies since 1990 until May this year. And I have married to Andrew, whose family is in Sacramento
New York was the first State that I landed when I worked for Merck, the Pharmaceutical Company
Coming back to New York this time , it brought back a lot of memories - - the first trip with Andrew was to New York in 1995after visiting his family and Anna (his schoolmate) in Sacramento and Los Angeles respectively, we came her to see Vincent, one of his best friends. and my handbag was stolen in Soho while we had lunch in a very high-class Italian Restaurant. And I used to have an uncle lived in China Town of New York too.
Vincent and my uncle became history...
I came back to New York without a job and I am on vacation and not sure about what will be my destination in life..
The first time in New York that I have my camera with me, taking photos here and there. I could really stroll along the streets and walk in the gardens, sitting in front of the fountain doing nothing
All the sudden, I discovered that though I have been on business travel for over 17 years but I have never taken my camera with me and I have never taken vacation taking the advantage of companies' business trip. I used to be there before the event/meeting and then caught up the earliest flight to return to Hong Kong. I thought I was a very loyal, honest and responsible employee... and I am a person with integrity, always put the interest of Company in front of everything. However, it doesn't mean and guarantee that the Company would treasure you in return.... What a joke!
Now, I am not sure if I am still fancy about this country and I even have the doubt if I would work for another US company in the future, I guess the answer is "probably not"
Why I came to New York again ? It was because of all my ex-colleagues in DoubleClick. I wanna to see Lauren Tan, the legal counsellor , she has moved to work in New York from Hong Kong last year. And Ralf Hirt, the ex-Managing Director, who is origin from Germany, got married in June but I was in Tibet, would not be able to attend his wedding. And Caliopie, the ex-HR Director, who got married in New Orlean in end of Auguest, who is also resided in New York.I have promised them I would visit them in New York and I keep my promise as usual
I stay with Lauren and we have good walk every day. We walked from the West side waterfront of Hudson to the East side of the town and spent time to appreciate the flowers at the Central Park.
I have met Ralf and his wife Jean and congratulations to them as they are expecting their babe girl in March , we will have diner again on Monday.
We had dim-sum at Flushing at Queen, with Mr. Lee, whom I have known him for over 24 years , We met each other on a trip to China (I was still a student by that time)
I don't miss the New York but I do miss my friends here
I treasure the friendship and relationship, as I do believe we have souls and we meet again in this life, would not be a co-incident, it is the Karma and we are here to serve the purpose for each other. Though we may not understand the purpose behind
Today is another beautiful day, don't miss the sunshine and the breeze, I am going to have another walk with Lauren now...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * *
We walked along the Hudson waterfront again for about an hour and we were able to see the sunset
The sunset is beautiful, I always think it is much better than the sunrise
But it will become dark after the sunset!
We just sat on the bench to watch the sun going down, it was beautiful
I love seeing the sunset
Of course, if I would have a house in front of the waterfront and I could watch the sunset from there, it will be perfect. However, if I could not afford, it makes no difference for me to watch the sunset, as it is the same sunset to everybody and it is beautiful anyway
I had another beautiful day
New York Recall
I have been to New York for more than 10 times, but it is my first time in the last decade that I am here on vacation
When I was young, my dream was to work for the American Company and to live in the States
My dream came true and I have been working for the US based companies since 1990 until May this year. And I have married to Andrew, whose family is in Sacramento
New York was the first State that I landed when I worked for Merck, the Pharmaceutical Company
Coming back to New York this time , it brought back a lot of memeories - - the first trip with Andrew was to New York in 1995after visiting his family and Anna (his schoolmate) in Sacramento and Los Angeles respectivley, we came her to see Vincent, one of his best friends. and my handbag was stolen in Soho while we had lunch in a very high-class Italian Restaurant. And I used to have an uncle lived in China Town of New York too.
Vincent and my uncle became history...
I came back to New York without a job and I am on vacation and not sure about what will be my destination in life..
The first time in New York that I have my camera with me, taking photos here and there. I could really stroll along the streets and walk in the gardens, sitting in front of the fountain doing nothing
All the sudden, I discovered that though I have been on business travel for over 17 years but I have never taken my camera with me and I have never taken vacation taking the advantage of companies' business trip. I used to be there before the event/meeting and then caught up the earliest flight to return to Hong Kong. I thought I was a very loyal, honest and responsible employee... and I am a person with integrity, always put the interest of Company in front of everything. However, it doesn't mean and guarantee that the Company would treasure you in return.... What a joke!
Now, I am not sure if I am still fancy about this country and I even have the doubt if I would work for another US company in the future, I guess the answer is "probably not"
Why I came to New York again ? It was because of all my ex-colleagues in DoubleClick. I wanna to see Lauren Tan, the legal counsellor , she has moved to work in New York from Hong Kong last year. And Ralf Hirt, the ex-Managing Director, who is origin from Germany, got married in June but I was in Tibet, would not be able to attend his wedding. And Caliopie, the ex-HR Director, who got married in New Orlean in end of Auguest, who is also resided in New York.I have promised them I would visit them in New York and I keep my promise as usual
I stay with Lauren and we have good walk every day. We walked from the Westside waterfront of Hudson to the East side of the town and spent time to appreciate the flowers at the Cental Park.
I have met Ralf and his wife Jean and congratulations to them as they are expecting their babe girl in March , we will have diner again on Monday.
We had dim-sum at Flushing at Queen, with Mr. Lee, whom I have known him for over 24 years , We met each other on a trip to China (I was still a student by that time)
I don't miss the New York but I do miss my friends here
I treasure the friendship and relationship, as I do believe we have souls and we meet again in this life, would not be a co-incident, it is the Karma and we are here to serve the purpose for each other. Though we may not understand the purpose behind
Today is another beautiful day, don't miss the sunshine and the breeze, I am going to have another walk with Lauren now...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * *
We walked along the Hudson waterfront again for about an hour and we were able to see the sunset
The sunset is beautiful, I always think it is much better than the sunrise
But it will become dark after the sunset!
We just sat on the bench to watch the sun going down, it was beautiful
I love seeing the sunset
Of course, if Iwould have a house in front of the waterfront and I could watch the sunset from there, it will be perfect. However, if I could not afford, it makes no difference for me to watch the sunset, as it is the same sunset to everybody and it is beautiful anyway
I had another beautiful day...
When I was young, my dream was to work for the American Company and to live in the States
My dream came true and I have been working for the US based companies since 1990 until May this year. And I have married to Andrew, whose family is in Sacramento
New York was the first State that I landed when I worked for Merck, the Pharmaceutical Company
Coming back to New York this time , it brought back a lot of memeories - - the first trip with Andrew was to New York in 1995after visiting his family and Anna (his schoolmate) in Sacramento and Los Angeles respectivley, we came her to see Vincent, one of his best friends. and my handbag was stolen in Soho while we had lunch in a very high-class Italian Restaurant. And I used to have an uncle lived in China Town of New York too.
Vincent and my uncle became history...
I came back to New York without a job and I am on vacation and not sure about what will be my destination in life..
The first time in New York that I have my camera with me, taking photos here and there. I could really stroll along the streets and walk in the gardens, sitting in front of the fountain doing nothing
All the sudden, I discovered that though I have been on business travel for over 17 years but I have never taken my camera with me and I have never taken vacation taking the advantage of companies' business trip. I used to be there before the event/meeting and then caught up the earliest flight to return to Hong Kong. I thought I was a very loyal, honest and responsible employee... and I am a person with integrity, always put the interest of Company in front of everything. However, it doesn't mean and guarantee that the Company would treasure you in return.... What a joke!
Now, I am not sure if I am still fancy about this country and I even have the doubt if I would work for another US company in the future, I guess the answer is "probably not"
Why I came to New York again ? It was because of all my ex-colleagues in DoubleClick. I wanna to see Lauren Tan, the legal counsellor , she has moved to work in New York from Hong Kong last year. And Ralf Hirt, the ex-Managing Director, who is origin from Germany, got married in June but I was in Tibet, would not be able to attend his wedding. And Caliopie, the ex-HR Director, who got married in New Orlean in end of Auguest, who is also resided in New York.I have promised them I would visit them in New York and I keep my promise as usual
I stay with Lauren and we have good walk every day. We walked from the Westside waterfront of Hudson to the East side of the town and spent time to appreciate the flowers at the Cental Park.
I have met Ralf and his wife Jean and congratulations to them as they are expecting their babe girl in March , we will have diner again on Monday.
We had dim-sum at Flushing at Queen, with Mr. Lee, whom I have known him for over 24 years , We met each other on a trip to China (I was still a student by that time)
I don't miss the New York but I do miss my friends here
I treasure the friendship and relationship, as I do believe we have souls and we meet again in this life, would not be a co-incident, it is the Karma and we are here to serve the purpose for each other. Though we may not understand the purpose behind
Today is another beautiful day, don't miss the sunshine and the breeze, I am going to have another walk with Lauren now...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * *
We walked along the Hudson waterfront again for about an hour and we were able to see the sunset
The sunset is beautiful, I always think it is much better than the sunrise
But it will become dark after the sunset!
We just sat on the bench to watch the sun going down, it was beautiful
I love seeing the sunset
Of course, if Iwould have a house in front of the waterfront and I could watch the sunset from there, it will be perfect. However, if I could not afford, it makes no difference for me to watch the sunset, as it is the same sunset to everybody and it is beautiful anyway
I had another beautiful day...
旅途上憶起爸爸
奶奶拍門叫我起牀，噢！已是中午十二時！她已差不多準備好午飯
昨夜睡前還想著今早要早起煑多次飯給她吃才去紐約，點知又瞓過時！嘻嘻，不知點做「心抱」死啦佢今晚又會話比個仔即係我老公知，我瞓我黃朝百晏了！遲D香港所有的親戚都知道我是一隻爛瞓豬冇計啦，下次努力吧，我有時差兼jetlag
食完飯我例牌陪她聽她傾訴，然後洗碗及抹廚房，等她看電視我便做自己的事。偶然聽到她咳嗽聲，我便會出去看看她，問她要不要熱水或要我幫她搽藥油。
自老爺去年走後，今次回來探望奶奶，真覺得她老了及消瘦了很多！她是否掛着老爺，我不知道！大概不是因老爺走了吧！由老爺走了到喪禮我沒有見過她流過眼淚，但這是否代表她沒感覺，我想答案是「不」。上一代的恩怨我們這代管不了，更何况是我老公家的事，我更不敢多問多言。但看到她老了、瘦了又不時邊看電視邊打瞌睡，我確很擔心！望着她，我又會想起我在香港的媽媽，她都越來越老了，我在香港的時候也要多陪陪她！
這個下午我又想起我爸爸，不經不覺他原來已走了四年多，但99年最後一次拖着他的手送他入中環港中醫院及03年在他留彌之際在醫院捉着他的手跟他說話的情景，至今仍歷歷歷在目、忘不了、忘不了！
在最近Pulsation的練習中我才發現不管怎樣爸爸對我的影响非常深遠，儘管我已長大成人很久又或是他己離世多年，但他的影响已在不自覺中滲透在我的生活中。他的嚴厲令我每日都不敢怠慢要做一個既「乖」又要「叻」的人！他的忿怒令我很害怕人發脾氣或大吵大鬧，但自己卻將所有忿怒壓抑在裡面，像睡火山一般，可隨時爆發出來，難怪過去我工作時我的同事或下屬都說我惡。"To resist is to persist"
其實我長大之後曾經鼓起勇氣寫了兩封信給爸爸，但他一直沒有回信！而我也一直在等他的回信，直到在Pulsation中我才發現我還為着他未回信一事而耿耿於懷！並為着自他去後從沒有在夢中見到他而一直心中難過！爸爸我是多麼想念您啊！你可知道你是我最恨、最怕及最愛的人。又正因為有你我才領晤人生就是必須去勇敢經歷才會有智慧。爸爸，我愛你, I love you forever
昨夜睡前還想著今早要早起煑多次飯給她吃才去紐約，點知又瞓過時！嘻嘻，不知點做「心抱」死啦佢今晚又會話比個仔即係我老公知，我瞓我黃朝百晏了！遲D香港所有的親戚都知道我是一隻爛瞓豬冇計啦，下次努力吧，我有時差兼jetlag
食完飯我例牌陪她聽她傾訴，然後洗碗及抹廚房，等她看電視我便做自己的事。偶然聽到她咳嗽聲，我便會出去看看她，問她要不要熱水或要我幫她搽藥油。
自老爺去年走後，今次回來探望奶奶，真覺得她老了及消瘦了很多！她是否掛着老爺，我不知道！大概不是因老爺走了吧！由老爺走了到喪禮我沒有見過她流過眼淚，但這是否代表她沒感覺，我想答案是「不」。上一代的恩怨我們這代管不了，更何况是我老公家的事，我更不敢多問多言。但看到她老了、瘦了又不時邊看電視邊打瞌睡，我確很擔心！望着她，我又會想起我在香港的媽媽，她都越來越老了，我在香港的時候也要多陪陪她！
這個下午我又想起我爸爸，不經不覺他原來已走了四年多，但99年最後一次拖着他的手送他入中環港中醫院及03年在他留彌之際在醫院捉着他的手跟他說話的情景，至今仍歷歷歷在目、忘不了、忘不了！
在最近Pulsation的練習中我才發現不管怎樣爸爸對我的影响非常深遠，儘管我已長大成人很久又或是他己離世多年，但他的影响已在不自覺中滲透在我的生活中。他的嚴厲令我每日都不敢怠慢要做一個既「乖」又要「叻」的人！他的忿怒令我很害怕人發脾氣或大吵大鬧，但自己卻將所有忿怒壓抑在裡面，像睡火山一般，可隨時爆發出來，難怪過去我工作時我的同事或下屬都說我惡。"To resist is to persist"
其實我長大之後曾經鼓起勇氣寫了兩封信給爸爸，但他一直沒有回信！而我也一直在等他的回信，直到在Pulsation中我才發現我還為着他未回信一事而耿耿於懷！並為着自他去後從沒有在夢中見到他而一直心中難過！爸爸我是多麼想念您啊！你可知道你是我最恨、最怕及最愛的人。又正因為有你我才領晤人生就是必須去勇敢經歷才會有智慧。爸爸，我愛你, I love you forever
James in Vancouver
I almost forget when and how I met James, was it in Microsoft, AST or Tektronix? It is really not a matter
I could only know that we are good friends, not sure starting from when as well? It is really not a matter too
I only remembered ...
When we were in Tektronix, we had lunch one day and I felt very sick right after I went back to the office and he told me "it's alright, no problem I will send you to the hospital.." , he did then send me to the Sanitorium Hospital in Happy Valley and waited till Andrew came
In 2000 I had lunch with him in Wanchai and he got a phone from his family said his dad was passing out. I asked him to leave for hospital immediately
Before he moved to Vancouver, we always played mahjong together from Tradtional Mahjong (13 tiles) to Shanghai Mahjong (16 tiles) and he always wins a lot of money from me (He continues to win my $$$$$ when I visit him in Vancouver this time, )
We went to Karaoke in Beijing and he was the one to teach me how to play the "lying dices"
When i was down and tired in my job, he was the first one to offer I am always welcome to spend sometimes in Vancouver with his family, he could provide free accommodation, meal and transportation arrangement and providing mahjong games in the evening too (winning the game of course is no guarantee )
Frankly speaking, I really seldom travel to visit my friend abroad, as I don't want to "bother" others. But Jame and his family is on top of my list should I plan to visit somewhere and that's why I chose to go to Vancouver as the first stop this time
Thanks James my buddy and Wynnea, his wife for their warm hospitality.
I could only know that we are good friends, not sure starting from when as well? It is really not a matter too
I only remembered ...
When we were in Tektronix, we had lunch one day and I felt very sick right after I went back to the office and he told me "it's alright, no problem I will send you to the hospital.." , he did then send me to the Sanitorium Hospital in Happy Valley and waited till Andrew came
In 2000 I had lunch with him in Wanchai and he got a phone from his family said his dad was passing out. I asked him to leave for hospital immediately
Before he moved to Vancouver, we always played mahjong together from Tradtional Mahjong (13 tiles) to Shanghai Mahjong (16 tiles) and he always wins a lot of money from me (He continues to win my $$$$$ when I visit him in Vancouver this time, )
We went to Karaoke in Beijing and he was the one to teach me how to play the "lying dices"
When i was down and tired in my job, he was the first one to offer I am always welcome to spend sometimes in Vancouver with his family, he could provide free accommodation, meal and transportation arrangement and providing mahjong games in the evening too (winning the game of course is no guarantee )
Frankly speaking, I really seldom travel to visit my friend abroad, as I don't want to "bother" others. But Jame and his family is on top of my list should I plan to visit somewhere and that's why I chose to go to Vancouver as the first stop this time
Thanks James my buddy and Wynnea, his wife for their warm hospitality.
Discovery in Vancouver
James took me to the Queen Elizabeth Park, where I could see the Canadian gooses and plenty of flowers . The flowers are in different varieties and they are beautiful. In addition to Casablanca, Sunflower is also one of my favourite flowers and sunflowers in the QE Park are in different colors, I am totally attracted by the garden
I met Casey again for lunch and we went to the beach for a walk afterwards, we had a good chat about life....
I sincerely wish my friends would be able to overcome all hurdles/challenges in life. As I do believe life is a process and we are all ordinary people, not special...
A time to be born and a time to die
A time to kill and a time to heal
A time to break down and a time to build up
A time to weep and a time to laugh
A time to get and a time to lose
A time to keep silence and a time to to speak
A time to hate and a time to love
A time to war and a time to peace...
No matter what, let 's live out our meaningful life, time to get in touch with our soul and heart..
I met Casey again for lunch and we went to the beach for a walk afterwards, we had a good chat about life....
I sincerely wish my friends would be able to overcome all hurdles/challenges in life. As I do believe life is a process and we are all ordinary people, not special...
A time to be born and a time to die
A time to kill and a time to heal
A time to break down and a time to build up
A time to weep and a time to laugh
A time to get and a time to lose
A time to keep silence and a time to to speak
A time to hate and a time to love
A time to war and a time to peace...
No matter what, let 's live out our meaningful life, time to get in touch with our soul and heart..
Wonderful weather and landscape in Vancouver
You may not believe, Vancouver really has endless things to do and see ....
James and Wynnea took me to Granville Market, where we had the fantastic lunch and I bought some gifts for my family and myself
There were lots of sightseeing spots in the Stanley Park, we went to Capilano Salmon Hatchery, watching the full grown salmons leap a foot ; we took picture at the totum Pole stands - they were as tall as the trees, but we could not be able to walk the Capilano Suspension Bridge, as we were running out of time, I wish I would do that next time with my Chu Chu
We met Casey tonight, who continued to lose weight...I really wish that he would recover from the wound as soon as he could.
I am sure that I would come back to Vancouver again, I will be back with Chu Chu next time to Rocky Mountain, Whistler and Alaska Cruise
James and Wynnea took me to Granville Market, where we had the fantastic lunch and I bought some gifts for my family and myself
There were lots of sightseeing spots in the Stanley Park, we went to Capilano Salmon Hatchery, watching the full grown salmons leap a foot ; we took picture at the totum Pole stands - they were as tall as the trees, but we could not be able to walk the Capilano Suspension Bridge, as we were running out of time, I wish I would do that next time with my Chu Chu
We met Casey tonight, who continued to lose weight...I really wish that he would recover from the wound as soon as he could.
I am sure that I would come back to Vancouver again, I will be back with Chu Chu next time to Rocky Mountain, Whistler and Alaska Cruise
My First Visit to Vancouver
I am on the plane again to somewhere
But, this is my first time to Vancouver
Why I am going to Vancouver? Not sure, I just want to be there
Flying almost 12 hours and I am here
Seeing James and Wynnea at the airport and I stay with their family
House 1888 is on the 64 East Avenue, it is huge
No plan to call my relatives in Vancouver as I just want to relax and don't bother to do something I am supposed to do
I am still on vacation...
But, this is my first time to Vancouver
Why I am going to Vancouver? Not sure, I just want to be there
Flying almost 12 hours and I am here
Seeing James and Wynnea at the airport and I stay with their family
House 1888 is on the 64 East Avenue, it is huge
No plan to call my relatives in Vancouver as I just want to relax and don't bother to do something I am supposed to do
I am still on vacation...
天地容我、我容天地
嚷着要去西藏已是幾年前的事，但始終未能成事！今年五月終於夢想成真了！
我們一行11人先去遊青海西寧數天後，再坐25小時火車往拉蕯。
青藏鐵路是世界穴海拔最高和線路最長的高原鉄路、沿路風景美極了而且變化萬千，有巍峨峻嶺，雪山、烽火山、河流、湖、沙漠，還有看到細小的藏羚羊。
行程匆匆忙忙，除瀏覽拉薩名勝外，我們也遊了位於後藏的日喀則及江孜兩個地方的一些重要景點。
布達拉宮確是最雄偉的建築物，可惜遊人太多的緣故，只能作走馬看花的参觀。我沒有多大的感受，我最喜歡還是大自然的風景啊！望着無邊無際的藍天、湖泊，山脈連連、廣闊的天和地，我感到自己的渺少。想起當年一位師傅曾跟我說，倘若有天我能看見山水無分別、融天地萬物於一體時、便是我人生另一個的開始了！
我們一行11人先去遊青海西寧數天後，再坐25小時火車往拉蕯。
青藏鐵路是世界穴海拔最高和線路最長的高原鉄路、沿路風景美極了而且變化萬千，有巍峨峻嶺，雪山、烽火山、河流、湖、沙漠，還有看到細小的藏羚羊。
行程匆匆忙忙，除瀏覽拉薩名勝外，我們也遊了位於後藏的日喀則及江孜兩個地方的一些重要景點。
布達拉宮確是最雄偉的建築物，可惜遊人太多的緣故，只能作走馬看花的参觀。我沒有多大的感受，我最喜歡還是大自然的風景啊！望着無邊無際的藍天、湖泊，山脈連連、廣闊的天和地，我感到自己的渺少。想起當年一位師傅曾跟我說，倘若有天我能看見山水無分別、融天地萬物於一體時、便是我人生另一個的開始了！
一個「6」号人昨夜造了一個夢...
7月18日零晨我做了一個似乎完與我無關的夢 ：夢中我在計算李嘉誠跟徐子琪生的女嬰的生命數字 (2007年7月17日)! 24=6號人啊! 在夢中的我感到很難過因為要6號人的課題是要經歷種種去學無條件的愛，已經是不容易，這個含着金鎖匙出生並集萬千寵愛於一生的小女孩將會更困難去學習，原因是她受着先天三個7數的影响 。我就在這裡難過地醒過來。無法再入睡，心想我為什麼會做這個夢！
夢是我們潛意識的訊息 -- 我想這夢表達了我對學習這個6号課題的良多感受，暗地裡讚許她真是一個很勇敢的靈魂啊！
在學習生命數字的過程中，我更深入地明白自己為什麼會有這樣的行為，但最大的得着是面對自己一直不想去接受的另一面。
最近，在收拾書房的時候我望着一堆錄影帶, CD及DVD，它們是我在過去工作20年的一些記錄及檔案，如我在電視台做記者時的報導及至後來自己在工作接受的訪問等，我發現原來我每次拿到copy後從沒有看過一次，只是放在那處。為甚麼？因為我很不喜歡看見自己的樣或聽到自己的聲音。沒有人知道我這一面，連我自己也不想去承認。
一個自出生就努力不懈地去的一個好人及完美的人，首次發現其實除了是「應該」軀使外，另一面的實相是我也窮了一生的精力去遮掩自己的不好及不完美，並一直沒有接受這個我！ 更談不上會愛自己！
要承認及面對自己的不完美是一件很痛苦的事情，特別對一個完美主義者來說。我真的哭了並哭了無數次…
在我深心處我其實有很多恐懼 － 害怕沒有自信、害怕自己不是最好，害怕自己膚淺，害怕肥.... 但這大堆害怕後面終極害怕是沒有人愛我了因為我不夠好！
這裡引伸另一個發現 - - 我是多麽渴求愛但卻從來不相信有無條件的愛！
一個不相信有無條件愛的人又怎會去愛一個自覺不好及不完美的自己呢？一個連愛自己都帶有這麼多條件的人，又那會懂得無條件地去愛別人？
就在我能誠實地去面對自己的不完美時，流淚過後，我恍然大悟世間本無完美這個事實，包括我自己也不是完美！但無論我是完美或不完美、是好是壞，是美或醜…這個就是我。我接受這個我時，我擁抱着自己，而且我擁有更大的空間去接納及包容我身邊的人和事！
尋尋覓覓多年，我終於透過學習生命數字去揭開我一生另一個里程碑的序幕。我的上半生營營役役地去完成了很多「應該」做的事情，儘管心中有個更高的理想不斷在呼喚着我，我卻一直躊躇不前，原因是覺得自己未夠好！但現在的我已踏上這條路喚着我，我卻一直躊躇不前，原因是覺得自己未夠好！但現在的我已踏上這條路
夢是我們潛意識的訊息 -- 我想這夢表達了我對學習這個6号課題的良多感受，暗地裡讚許她真是一個很勇敢的靈魂啊！
在學習生命數字的過程中，我更深入地明白自己為什麼會有這樣的行為，但最大的得着是面對自己一直不想去接受的另一面。
最近，在收拾書房的時候我望着一堆錄影帶, CD及DVD，它們是我在過去工作20年的一些記錄及檔案，如我在電視台做記者時的報導及至後來自己在工作接受的訪問等，我發現原來我每次拿到copy後從沒有看過一次，只是放在那處。為甚麼？因為我很不喜歡看見自己的樣或聽到自己的聲音。沒有人知道我這一面，連我自己也不想去承認。
一個自出生就努力不懈地去的一個好人及完美的人，首次發現其實除了是「應該」軀使外，另一面的實相是我也窮了一生的精力去遮掩自己的不好及不完美，並一直沒有接受這個我！ 更談不上會愛自己！
要承認及面對自己的不完美是一件很痛苦的事情，特別對一個完美主義者來說。我真的哭了並哭了無數次…
在我深心處我其實有很多恐懼 － 害怕沒有自信、害怕自己不是最好，害怕自己膚淺，害怕肥.... 但這大堆害怕後面終極害怕是沒有人愛我了因為我不夠好！
這裡引伸另一個發現 - - 我是多麽渴求愛但卻從來不相信有無條件的愛！
一個不相信有無條件愛的人又怎會去愛一個自覺不好及不完美的自己呢？一個連愛自己都帶有這麼多條件的人，又那會懂得無條件地去愛別人？
就在我能誠實地去面對自己的不完美時，流淚過後，我恍然大悟世間本無完美這個事實，包括我自己也不是完美！但無論我是完美或不完美、是好是壞，是美或醜…這個就是我。我接受這個我時，我擁抱着自己，而且我擁有更大的空間去接納及包容我身邊的人和事！
尋尋覓覓多年，我終於透過學習生命數字去揭開我一生另一個里程碑的序幕。我的上半生營營役役地去完成了很多「應該」做的事情，儘管心中有個更高的理想不斷在呼喚着我，我卻一直躊躇不前，原因是覺得自己未夠好！但現在的我已踏上這條路喚着我，我卻一直躊躇不前，原因是覺得自己未夠好！但現在的我已踏上這條路
生命數字與我
我最不喜歡數學，萬料不到我愛上了"Numerology" ＜生命數字或生命密碼＞。
首先多謝數學家畢達哥拉斯提出數字是所有事物的本質。我最後要多謝我身邊的親友，容忍我用他們的出生年月日來練習，每次當我學了些新東西便急不及待跟他們說，零零碎碎，你們也讓我囉哩囉唆！
當然，我自己最大的得着莫過於是更深的去面對自己的「本我」，探索的歷程我需要鼓起莫大的勇氣，誠實地去看自己的真貌。透過連串的拓展自我認知，看見自己不完美的一面時，我確是比死更難受；最痛卻是發現自己窮了半生在否定及遮掩自己的不完美，努力地去做一個完美及好人；然而最致我命及令人陷入傷痛的是發現自己是如何不能接受自己，更談不上愛自己。
認識生命數字最美妙的是當我看清實相並願意去接納這個就是我 -- 不論我是好或壞，完美或不完美，這個就是我。在接納的這刻我取回我失去已久的那股力量，我感覺自己如放下了多年的枷鎖，內心擁有前所未有的視野空間去看當下的自己、別人及這個世界。我重獲自由做回真正的自己，愛自己，並獲得打出心底裡的真正快樂。
＜從前念今念及後念，念念不被愚迷染＞，是我心底裡面對世界上每一個人的夢想，因我深信人的本質本如一臺明鏡，只要不被愚昧蒙敝，便能重尋智慧回到本我。每個人只要能尋回本我就找到那份真與靜，這時候人世間的爭鬥紛爭方會消失，世界才會更美好。過去我總覺得自己是未夠好而不願去承擔生命的呼喚，說白一點其實我是害怕去面對在追求夢想時遇到的失望及沮喪，所以裹足不前，是時候去履行我的的人生使命了。
首先多謝數學家畢達哥拉斯提出數字是所有事物的本質。我最後要多謝我身邊的親友，容忍我用他們的出生年月日來練習，每次當我學了些新東西便急不及待跟他們說，零零碎碎，你們也讓我囉哩囉唆！
當然，我自己最大的得着莫過於是更深的去面對自己的「本我」，探索的歷程我需要鼓起莫大的勇氣，誠實地去看自己的真貌。透過連串的拓展自我認知，看見自己不完美的一面時，我確是比死更難受；最痛卻是發現自己窮了半生在否定及遮掩自己的不完美，努力地去做一個完美及好人；然而最致我命及令人陷入傷痛的是發現自己是如何不能接受自己，更談不上愛自己。
認識生命數字最美妙的是當我看清實相並願意去接納這個就是我 -- 不論我是好或壞，完美或不完美，這個就是我。在接納的這刻我取回我失去已久的那股力量，我感覺自己如放下了多年的枷鎖，內心擁有前所未有的視野空間去看當下的自己、別人及這個世界。我重獲自由做回真正的自己，愛自己，並獲得打出心底裡的真正快樂。
＜從前念今念及後念，念念不被愚迷染＞，是我心底裡面對世界上每一個人的夢想，因我深信人的本質本如一臺明鏡，只要不被愚昧蒙敝，便能重尋智慧回到本我。每個人只要能尋回本我就找到那份真與靜，這時候人世間的爭鬥紛爭方會消失，世界才會更美好。過去我總覺得自己是未夠好而不願去承擔生命的呼喚，說白一點其實我是害怕去面對在追求夢想時遇到的失望及沮喪，所以裹足不前，是時候去履行我的的人生使命了。
一定要看"變形金剛"
今年第一套令我看得歎為觀止的電影是＜戰狼300＞，＜TRANSFORMER變形金剛＞是另一部大萬萬不能錯過的！
今天我們一行九男女去看電影，其中我們當中有位看電影必打瞌睡的友人也沒有睡着，這足以證明這是一部非常精采的電影了！
片長兩小時多，但完全沒有冷場。Steven Spilberg的電影製作認真及animation及CG總是令人驚喜外，我最欣賞莫過是他在電影世界中表達的＜情＞意！今次主題是鐵甲人保衛人類地球！在今日這個功利字頭的世界中，人們你虞我詐，為了維護自己些微的利益，可以違背良心，傷害別人；難道機械人比人類更重情義嗎？真是值得我們三思！
今天我們一行九男女去看電影，其中我們當中有位看電影必打瞌睡的友人也沒有睡着，這足以證明這是一部非常精采的電影了！
片長兩小時多，但完全沒有冷場。Steven Spilberg的電影製作認真及animation及CG總是令人驚喜外，我最欣賞莫過是他在電影世界中表達的＜情＞意！今次主題是鐵甲人保衛人類地球！在今日這個功利字頭的世界中，人們你虞我詐，為了維護自己些微的利益，可以違背良心，傷害別人；難道機械人比人類更重情義嗎？真是值得我們三思！
Happy Birthday to my mother
We celebrated our Mom's birthday together at the Vegetarian Restaurant on last Saturday. To give Mom a surprise, brother Sing came with his family from Guangzhou to Hong Kong to dine with Mom. We are all here, except Saprina and T.L. Ho, as they were not in Hong Kong.
Yesterday (July 26th) was mom's birthday, Ho Tai Man took the day off and we went to have lunch with mom together. And they came over to to play mahjong with mom and have diner together at my place. They won HK300 from mom, though it was mom's birthday
We all wish Mom Happy and Healthy
Yesterday (July 26th) was mom's birthday, Ho Tai Man took the day off and we went to have lunch with mom together. And they came over to to play mahjong with mom and have diner together at my place. They won HK300 from mom, though it was mom's birthday
We all wish Mom Happy and Healthy
So Long farewell ...
I eventually said goodbye to Bluetooth SIG on May 11, it was a Friday and I was alone in the office to pack and to prepare the handover.
What a co-incident? it was also my lunar birthday...
I left the key and everything at my colleague's desk and then I locked the door the last time for Bluetooth SIG...
I walked out of the Bank of China Tower building and strolled down the street to Charter Garden, I burst into tears... i just felt so sad that I started to cry, despite the fact that i was on the street ( I would never cry on the street before). However, I didn't care today, why not I should not cry even though I am sad...
I called Andrew, but he said he was busy at the meeting... I hanged up the phone and cried loudly...
I remembered today was my birthday,I wanna to talk to my mom, therefore i called her. Mon answered the phone and asked me what happened to me ( she probably heard over the phone that I sounded strange). I said, "mom, today is my birthday and I just want to say thank you to you for bringing me to this world, nurturing and taking care of me, I am proud of having you as my mom and I love you...."
Tears continued to drop and I walked to the Star Ferry Pier and found - - it was gone (I totally forgot it was history)... I felt much sad...
It took me sometimes to stroll along the road to the new Pier and got on a ferry towards the Tsimshatsui direction...
I reached Irene, who is always willing to share her shoulder to me and we talked a while over the phone... then I got the return call from Andrew, who said that he could accompany me then....
Bye Bluetooth SIG and Bye to the executive image of Linda Ho...
What a co-incident? it was also my lunar birthday...
I left the key and everything at my colleague's desk and then I locked the door the last time for Bluetooth SIG...
I walked out of the Bank of China Tower building and strolled down the street to Charter Garden, I burst into tears... i just felt so sad that I started to cry, despite the fact that i was on the street ( I would never cry on the street before). However, I didn't care today, why not I should not cry even though I am sad...
I called Andrew, but he said he was busy at the meeting... I hanged up the phone and cried loudly...
I remembered today was my birthday,I wanna to talk to my mom, therefore i called her. Mon answered the phone and asked me what happened to me ( she probably heard over the phone that I sounded strange). I said, "mom, today is my birthday and I just want to say thank you to you for bringing me to this world, nurturing and taking care of me, I am proud of having you as my mom and I love you...."
Tears continued to drop and I walked to the Star Ferry Pier and found - - it was gone (I totally forgot it was history)... I felt much sad...
It took me sometimes to stroll along the road to the new Pier and got on a ferry towards the Tsimshatsui direction...
I reached Irene, who is always willing to share her shoulder to me and we talked a while over the phone... then I got the return call from Andrew, who said that he could accompany me then....
Bye Bluetooth SIG and Bye to the executive image of Linda Ho...
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